Reflecting on 2023: A Year of Growth, Challenge, and Discovery

As I sit down to pen my thoughts on the year that has passed, I am filled with a sense of accomplishment and profound introspection. The year 2023 has been a remarkable journey, marked by challenges, learning, and personal growth.

At the outset, the most notable aspect of this year was my ability to manage a hectic schedule while completing a rigorous training program. This endeavor was not just a test of my professional skills but also a testament to my resilience and dedication. It's a part of my journey I look forward to sharing more about.

This year was also a time of significant personal development. I found myself growing stronger - morally, mentally, and emotionally - a contrast I observed with my peers. I became more conscious of the importance of health and the discipline required to maintain it. This awareness was crucial in navigating the year's demands.

A poignant moment that stayed with me was a thought shared by many people - the feeling of being just another person, seemingly helpless in contributing to our country and society. This sentiment deeply resonated with me, highlighting the blessings of living in this era and the potential we hold to make a difference.

Amidst this, I experienced changes in my social life. I gradually drifted from my school friends, particularly when I chose not to join a planned trip to Goa. However, my office colleagues filled this gap, providing memorable moments and strong support.

A lighter, yet significant part of my year was the bond I formed with a little bird named Chinnu. Though our time together was brief, it left a lasting impact on my heart, reminding me of the beauty and transience of life.

Academically, I embarked on a challenging but fulfilling journey at the prestigious Indian Institute of Management. The advanced program in fintech and financial blockchain was intense, combining my job with evening classes. The experience was enriching, filled with learning, competition, and camaraderie with seasoned professionals like Naveen, Ravi, Vishwa, Tanya, and others. This experience wasn't just about academic growth; it was about building connections and understanding diverse perspectives.

This year also marked a shift in my hobbies and interests. I withdrew from sports like football and cricket, finding solace and joy in spending time with my dog friends. These moments of peace and happiness were crucial in balancing the demands of my professional life.

One of the highlights of the year was my visit to the India International Trade Fair with my parents. It was a beautiful experience, reminding me of the richness of our culture and heritage.

Professionally, I attended a training on cross-border transactions, which was enlightening and added to my skill set. However, this year was also a time of introspection about my career path. I am now contemplating a shift, seeking a role where I can make a more significant impact and find greater fulfillment.

Equally impactful was the Cricket World Cup of 2023, held in India. The nation was united in its support for the Indian cricket team, who played spectacularly throughout the tournament. Their journey to the finals was a source of immense joy and pride. However, the loss to Australia in the final was a deeply emotional moment for the cricketing community. It was a poignant reminder of the 2003 World Cup, with the defeat feeling all the more acute due to the high expectations and exceptional talent of our team.

Later in the year, I received a letter from the HRM section, indicating a new direction in my career. I was required to visit the Central Bureau of Investigation (CBI) in relation to a case involving foreign exchange transactions. This shift brought me under the mentorship of DSP Amit Kumar Shahi, a seasoned CBI veteran with a rich international experience, including work at the United Nations. Working with the CBI was a profound learning experience, enhancing my understanding of foreign exchange transactions and investigative procedures.

To maintain balance amid these changes, I started attending the gym regularly. This routine has been instrumental in managing stress and maintaining health, a crucial aspect of coping with day-to-day challenges.

As the year comes to a close, I reflect on the lessons learned, from IIM to CBI, and the unexpected turns that have shaped my journey. Moving forward, I am eager to continue this path of growth, hoping to venture out on a fresh, stronger, and more experienced trajectory. The upcoming year holds the promise of travel and new opportunities, and I am ready to embrace them with the same vigor and determination that has defined my journey so far.

Cherishing the Last Weekend of 2023: Friends, Fitness, Food, and Future Plans

A Weekend Full of Friendship and Insightful Conversations

As the year 2023 draws to a close, I reflect on its last weekend, a perfect blend of friendships, both old and new, fitness dedication, and plans for the future. It was a weekend that embraced the essence of connection, conversation, and culinary exploration.

30th December: Gym Talks and Inspirational Discussions

The day began with an invigorating gym session accompanied by Raju Bhai. Our discussions, predominantly centered around investments, were both enlightening and stimulating. In the evening, a conversation with Harish Sir, currently in Sonipat, spanned almost two hours. We delved into topics like stock markets, IPOs, and investments. I must emphasize that Harish Sir has always been a great inspiration to me, especially for his simplicity and unwavering attitude. Talking to him always leaves me invigorated and filled with new ideas.

Later, a video conference with Prashant and Ramya added to the day's richness. Prashant, who recently moved to Estonia, shared his experiences of the sub-zero climate and adapting to a new culture and environment. Ramya, ever the chatterbox, brought her usual energy to the conversation.

31st December: Braving the Cold, Savoring New Flavors

The following morning was bitterly cold, but I pushed through for a fulfilling cardio session at the gym. Post-workout, I received an invite from Vineet for a lunch party in Noida's Sector 104. This new venue was a refreshing change from our regular spots. The oriental cuisine was exceptional, with an impressive menu that included delicious soups, dumplings, and noodles. We spent about three hours there, savoring both vegetarian and non-vegetarian dishes in great company.

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Evening of Family Time and Dreamy Travel Plans

The evening was reserved for family time, watching my favorite travel show- Sancharam, which featured an episode on Kazakhstan. The depiction of Almaty's culture and scenery was captivating. It's as if I’ve been traveling the world through this show for over five years, visiting nearly 50 countries vicariously. This has fueled my desire to start my own travel journey, hopefully beginning in 2024.

Looking Forward with Hope and Excitement

As I ponder this weekend, I see it as a prelude to the exciting times ahead. The upcoming year promises new avenues and opportunities. I’m ready to embrace new career paths, explore new destinations, and face life's unpredictable turns with enthusiasm and resilience.In conclusion, this weekend was a celebration of the year’s end, filled with enriching interactions, dedication to health, delightful culinary experiences, and the anticipation of future adventures. Here’s to a 2024 brimming with new journeys, personal growth, and continued joy in the simple pleasures of life.

Embracing the Chill, Progress at Work, and Honoring Memories

27th December 2023

A Morning Wrapped in Winter's Embrace

The day commenced with what felt like the season's coldest and most fog-laden morning. A curious glance at my mobile app showed 18 degrees Celsius, but the actual sensation was closer to a brisk 10 degrees. Stepping out into the foggy world, I was enveloped in a serene, almost ethereal atmosphere.

Foggy view from Mayur vihar extension metro station

Steady Strides in Professional Spheres

At work, there was a palpable sense of advancement. Our investigative efforts are yielding results, and adapting to new processes has brought a refreshing change. It's days like these that underscore the importance of resilience and adaptability in one's professional life.

Honoring Traditions and Cultural Roots

Today also marked the conclusion of the Mandalam season of Lord Ayyappa, a time of deep spiritual significance. My parents, ever so devoted, participated in the temple's religious ceremonies, embodying the essence of our rich cultural heritage.

A Serendipitous Encounter with Ayurvedic Wisdom

In a remarkable coincidence, on this significant day, I had the opportunity to interact with an expert in Ayurveda, Metaphysics, Spirituality, and Philosophy. This encounter was especially meaningful as it coincided with the birth anniversary of late Aji Mama, who himself was well-versed in Ayurvedic medicine. The discussion was enlightening, bridging connections between ancient wisdom and modern life, and evoking a sense of spiritual and philosophical depth.

Remembering Aji Mama: A Legacy of Inspiration

Reflecting on Aji Mama's birth anniversary, I am reminded of his profound impact on my life. His knowledge in Ayurveda and his philosophy of hard work and pushing limits continue to inspire and guide me. Today, as we honor his memory, his teachings resonate more than ever.

Aji Mama's painting by my cousin

Concluding Thoughts on a Day of Diverse Experiences

As I conclude the day, I am struck by the richness of experiences it offered - from the chill of winter's fog and success at work to the warmth of familial rituals, spiritual enlightenment, and the honoring of a beloved soul's legacy. Each element of today's journey adds a unique thread to the tapestry of life, weaving a story of resilience, cultural connection, spiritual depth, and enduring memories.

A Festive Finale: Celebrating Christmas with Renewed Connections and Family

Overcoming Challenges and Finding Motivation

The third and final day of my Christmas break brought with it the culmination of a busy week. Last night's body aches from the intense office work and gym sessions necessitated some medication for relief. Despite feeling sluggish in the morning, I found the motivation to head to the gym. Surprisingly, the day's start was not as daunting as I had anticipated, thanks to the energy boost from the workout.

A Pleasant Reunion and Nostalgic Reflections

Raju Bhai and myself. Pic dated 17/03/2012

At the gym, I unexpectedly bumped into Raju Bhai. This reunion was particularly special as it was with him that I embarked on my fitness journey back in 2012. Our conversation was a delightful walk down memory lane, and Raju Bhai's presence reignited my interest in cricket – a sport we both cherished. His plan to join a new gym in Noida and his continuous pursuit of fitness were both inspiring and reminiscent of our shared past.

Embracing the Warmth of Christmas

Joji uncle and family

As the world celebrated Christmas, I made sure to extend my heartfelt wishes to friends near and far. The day was marked by the heartwarming tradition of Joji Uncle and his family visiting us, bringing along his famous home-baked plum cake – a treat we eagerly await each year.

The evening brought another joyous moment as Binoy Bhai visited with his family, proudly showcasing his new Maruti car. Witnessing their happiness and sharing in their celebration was a reminder of the simple joys of life. The children's laughter and the array of delicious food prepared by my parents transformed our home into a festive haven.

A Confluence of Professional Dedication and Technology

In a balancing act between personal and professional life, I spent the evening delving into my investigation case. Utilizing the power of ChatGPT and artificial intelligence, I navigated through complex data, seeking insights and efficiencies. The integration of technology in my work is a fascinating and invaluable aspect of my professional growth.

Reflecting on a Day of Fulfillment and Joy

Today was a blend of physical exertion, emotional reunions, festive celebrations, and intellectual challenges. It encapsulated the essence of Christmas – a time for love, laughter, and gratitude. As I close this day, I am reminded of the diverse facets of life that bring us joy and fulfillment. Here’s to the spirit of Christmas and the endless possibilities it brings!

A Day of Balance: From Fitness to Courtrooms and Canine Companions

A Refreshing Start After a Long Rest

The day kicked off on a rejuvenating note, thanks to a much-needed long sleep last night. Waking up late, yet energized, I made my way to the gym. The importance of balancing physical health with my demanding schedule was a thought that stayed with me throughout the workout.

Cherishing Simple Pleasures and Duties

Post-gym, I embraced the winter sun on a morning walk, a simple pleasure that becomes rare in my busy life. Accompanied by my loyal doggy friends, these moments under the sun felt especially gratifying. However, duty called, and I had to prepare for my session at the CBI court in Ghaziabad, which usually commences post-11 AM.

A Unique Lunch Break and Work Interlude

During the lunch break at court, I stepped out to a nearby park. There, a chance encounter with another canine friend added a heartwarming twist to my day. Sharing my lunch of paneer sabji with this little dog was a delightful experience, reminding me of the joy that comes from unexpected friendships.

Wrapping Up the Day with Local Flavors and Future Preparations

Post-court session, I visited my branch where I indulged in some delicious samosas by Jagatram - a local favorite. Now back home, after a fulfilling dinner, I find myself poring over investigation files. With my role in the CBI investigation starting tomorrow, I'm gearing up for the challenges ahead.

Reflecting on a Day Well-Spent

Today was a blend of personal well-being, professional duties, and unexpected joyful interactions. It's days like these that remind me of the importance of balancing work with life's simpler joys, like a morning workout, a walk with pets, or a casual lunch with a newfound furry friend. As I prepare for tomorrow's investigative work, I carry with me the energy and lessons of today - a day well-lived.

Embarking on a New Journey: My First Day at CBI and Embracing Challenges

A Morning of Preparation and Unexpected Turns

Today marked the beginning of a new chapter in my professional life - my first day with the Central Bureau of Investigation (CBI). While I was scheduled to report at 11 AM, an early call from the Stressed Asset Management department altered my plans. They needed me to prepare and bring certain documents, adding a layer of urgency and importance to my day. The person designated to accompany me was visibly tense, reflecting the gravity of our task.

Intense Experiences at CBI

Our visit to the CBI, initially expected to be brief, turned into a long, intense 3-hour session. It was an eye-opening experience, filled with detailed discussions and meticulous examination of evidence. This in-depth engagement provided me with a glimpse into the intricate and demanding nature of law enforcement and investigation. The CBI inspector, a DSP, requested my presence for the coming weeks, an opportunity I am keenly looking forward to for its rich learning potential.

Returning Home to Family and Friends

The day concluded with a mix of professional satisfaction and personal connections. After an eventful day, I returned home to unwind over dinner. The evening brought a visit from Sudheesh, who needed an old backpack for his upcoming trip to Kerala. It’s these simple interactions with friends and family that provide a sense of comfort and normalcy amidst the whirlwind of professional responsibilities.

A Commitment to Fitness

In the midst of this hectic schedule, I ensured to start my day at the gym. My trainer, understanding my commitment, pushed me to my limits. The session was intense, and I could feel every muscle in my body reacting to the new challenges. It’s this combination of physical exertion and mental resilience that keeps me balanced and prepared for the various demands of life.

Looking Ahead with Optimism

Reflecting on the day, I am filled with a sense of anticipation and readiness. The CBI offers a unique platform for growth and learning, especially from the perspective of an investigator gathering evidence for legal proceedings. Balancing this with my fitness goals and personal life, I am geared up for the upcoming challenges. Each day is a step forward in this journey of continuous learning and self-improvement.

A Day of Unexpected Twists: Embracing Flexibility and Enjoyment

A Morning of Adaptation and Surprise

The week had been taxing, yet my resolve to maintain a healthy lifestyle prompted me to rise early for the gym. However, life had other plans. Upon arrival, I found the gym closed, a slight derailment in my routine. Instead of succumbing to frustration, I embraced this twist and headed to my favorite jogger's park. There, amidst nature, I engaged in a fulfilling two-hour session of walking and cross-training. The added joy was spending this time with my pet dog, an unanticipated yet delightful change to my usual routine.

Reconnecting with Roots and Old Friends

Later, I visited the Uttara Guruvayurappan Temple in Mayur Vihar Phase 1 with my parents. These moments of spiritual reflection are rare but deeply cherished in my hectic life. The visit turned more memorable when I unexpectedly ran into Unni uncle and his family. Adding to the day's surprises, I also crossed paths with two old schoolmates, Manjusha and Neetu, evoking a rush of nostalgic memories.

Technological Delight and Evening Celebrations

After returning home, I was greeted by the arrival of my eagerly awaited Amazon order - the Bose earphones. Transitioning from OnePlus Buds Pro to these was an experience in itself. The exceptional quality justified the price, making it a worthwhile investment for someone who appreciates good sound technology.The evening was dedicated to socializing as I attended Kabani's birthday party. These social gatherings, though exhausting, bring a sense of community and joy that is essential for a balanced life.

Wrapping Up a Fulfilling Day

Returning home around 11:30 PM, I reflected on the day's events. From unexpected changes in my fitness routine to heartwarming encounters and indulging in new technology, the day was a reminder of life's unpredictability. It reinforced the importance of being adaptable and finding joy in both small and significant moments.

Rediscovering Fitness and Embracing New Challenges

My day started off on a good note, and I joined a gym after about 12 years.

Although I was hesitant in the morning, stepping into the gym felt like rekindling an old friendship. There's something about the familiar scent of the gym, the rhythmic sound of weights clinking, and the collective energy of people working towards their goals that's invigorating. This return marks a significant step in my journey towards full fitness. I envision myself, in some months, having achieved an athletic physique, a testament to my dedication and hard work.

Then, my routine shifted back to the familiar realms of office and family life. The most unexpected news came from work. I was informed that I'll be deputed to the CBI (Central Bureau of Investigation) Anti-Corruption Bureau. Truthfully, I had mixed feelings about this. On one hand, it's an opportunity to contribute to something significant, to be part of a larger cause against corruption. On the other, it's a path I hadn't anticipated, laden with challenges and responsibilities.

Despite my initial reluctance, I am now looking forward to this new role. Life, I've learned, is about embracing the unexpected. Whether it's revisiting an old passion like fitness or navigating uncharted professional waters, each experience is a step towards growth.

The day took a joyful turn as we celebrated not just one, but two birthdays in our branch. It was Anya's mother, Vinita's birthday, a special occasion that we marked with not one but two birthday cakes. We also celebrated the other Vinita mam’s birthday, which we had missed earlier. The highlight was the red velvet cake, which was exceptionally delightful. These moments of togetherness and celebration add a unique warmth to life, reminding us of the importance of togetherness and the joy of small gatherings.

As I reflect on today, I realize it's a microcosm of life's unpredictable nature. We plan, we anticipate, but often, we find ourselves on paths we never imagined. And perhaps, that's the beauty of it. Each day brings its own surprises, challenges, and opportunities for growth. I'm learning to welcome them all with open arms.

A Cautionary Tale of Market Whims: My Trade with SBI

In the riveting world of trading, we often find ourselves at the mercy of market trends, sometimes sailing with the winds, sometimes against. This week's adventure into the domain of stock trading serves as a stark reminder of the unpredictable nature of the markets. My journey with the State Bank of India (SBI) shares is a tale of expectations turned awry.

With meticulous analysis, I entered a short position on SBI, firmly believing that the stock would retreat to the levels of 570-580. The market, however, had a different narrative in store. When SBI shares touched 620, intuition nudged me to square off, yet I held on, convinced by the overbought signals that a downturn was imminent. This decision led me down a path where every tick of the clock was a step toward an unfavorable outcome.

The shares soared past the 645-650 mark, and I found myself staring into the abyss of substantial losses. In stark contrast stood my hedges, which, while profitable, seemed minuscule against the backdrop of my losses. There remains a flicker of hope for a market reversal on Monday, akin to a previous Euro short position that eventually turned favorable. Yet, the sting of disappointment lingers, a reminder of the importance of stringent risk management and the painful lesson of not adhering to my own stop-loss strategies.

As I share this account, it's not just a recount of a trade gone sour, but a reflection on the importance of discipline and the ever-present need to evolve our strategies in the face of market adversity. This experience, though bitter, is an invaluable addition to my trading journey, a chapter that will inform and shape my future decisions in the relentless financial markets.

A Day of Homecoming and Football Glory

After two intense days on deputation with a CBI case, I finally returned to my familiar branch, and it felt like a warm homecoming. Work didn't feel like a burden; instead, I relished every task. It was a stark reminder of how vital it is to pursue your passion and surround yourself with people who matter.

In the evening, I decided to make the most of this newfound energy and called up Vineet. Together, we headed to the Jawaharlal Nehru Stadium to watch the much-anticipated clash between the Kerala Blasters Football Club and Minerva Punjab. The crowd exceeded all expectations, and the sea of yellow jerseys showed unwavering support for the Kerala team.

The atmosphere was electric, and as the game progressed, our excitement soared. In the second half, Kerala Blasters secured a thrilling victory, scoring a decisive penalty. The celebrations were wild, and the euphoria was infectious.

This day will be etched in my memory as a perfect blend of work satisfaction and a thrilling football match. It reminded me of the importance of balance, pursuing my passions, and cherishing every moment with those who make life special.