February: A Month of Duties, Books, and New Beginnings

Duty Calls: Election Duty at Akshardham

February started with my election duty, but this time, I was spared from polling official responsibilities. Instead, I was assigned reception duty, which mostly involved waiting for polling parties to arrive before we could begin our work. It was a slow process, but the experience was enjoyable, especially since I got to work at Akshardham Sports Complex—a refreshing change from the usual routine.

A Visit to the World Book Fair

The World Book Fair kicked off in the first week of February, and I made sure to visit on February 9th. Even though I didn’t buy any books, I made a list of interesting titles that I plan to get in e-book format soon. Exploring the vast collection and discovering new reads was a delightful experience.

On the same day, I also had the chance to meet RSKZ during a lunch break, right after my book fair visit. It was a great catch-up session.

A Day of Friendship and Support

February also brought a heartfelt moment when Prashant and his family visited Delhi. Later, we all went to meet Prashant’s mother, who is undergoing chemotherapy treatment. It was a moment of reflection—seeing someone battle through tough times makes you appreciate life more deeply.

Health & Fitness: Back to the Gym

I have been more consistent with my gym routine this month. After struggling in January, I’m finally regaining momentum. Fitness has always been important to me, and I feel a sense of accomplishment as I get back on track.

A Possible Move: Preparing for Change

With my promotion likely, I am almost certain that I will be transferred out of Delhi. While change is never easy, I am mentally preparing myself for a move to South India. Perhaps, this transfer could mark the beginning of a new chapter in my personal life.

Looking Ahead

February was a month of responsibilities, meaningful meetings, and personal growth. From official duties to book fair explorations, from spending time with friends to hitting the gym, every moment added a small piece to the puzzle of my journey.

As I step into the coming months, I remain open to new opportunities, new places, and perhaps, new beginnings.

January: The Lazy Month of Chill and Hibernation

Embracing the Winter Slumber

January has always been the month of hibernation—the cold, lazy mornings making it almost impossible to leave the warmth of the bed. This year was no different for me. The biting chill kept me from waking up early, and as a result, I skipped the gym on most days. The motivation to stay active just wasn’t there, and I let the winter blues take over.

The Promotion Dilemma and Sleepless Nights

While January was physically lazy, mentally, it was anything but. The thought of my promotion in the bank became a source of stress and anxiety, affecting my sleep. The much-anticipated promotion interview on January 7th turned out to be a rather unpleasant experience.

I felt as if I was personally targeted during the interview. The panel seemed to deliberately avoid my specialization, asking me about unrelated topics instead. It left me feeling bad—pushed into a corner where my expertise held no value. This experience triggered a flood of negative emotions about banking, reminding me why I had taken reversion eight years ago.

A Crossroad: Stay or Move On?

The emotional turmoil forced me to rethink my future. I found myself at a crucial crossroads:

1. Should I resign and look for a better job?

2. Or should I take the promotion and at least move ahead rather than remain stagnant?

It took me a few days to process my thoughts and accept that it was time to take the next step. Whether within the bank or beyond, I knew I couldn't afford to stay stuck in one place any longer.

A Positive Start: Cycling Again

Amidst all the uncertainties, there was one silver lining—I finally started cycling on weekends. It's been years since I last rode a bicycle, and rediscovering this simple joy brought a refreshing change. The cool breeze, the open roads, and the feeling of movement helped clear my mind, even if just for a while.

Looking Ahead

January was a month of introspection, dilemmas, and small but meaningful steps. While I struggled with my career decisions, I also rekindled a lost passion. As I step into February, I hope to find more clarity, make firm decisions, and embrace progress—whether in banking or elsewhere.

For now, I take one day at a time.

Have you ever felt stuck between staying in your comfort zone or taking a risk? How did you deal with it? Let me know in the commentsq!